Nothing

Nothing to say
anymore
No long sentences
to speak
Words escape the essence
of my soul
Depth succumbed to nothingness
Sadness
Lonliness
emptiness
Nothing left to say
nothing left to do
Nothing left to hear
Nothing left for you

Emptiness

Staring at this paper
so white
waiting for the words to pop
one here
one there
waiting
life is passing by
Cars honking
people running
and I;m waiting
patiently waiting
airplanes buzzing
fire engine sirens screaming
people running
waiting
just waiting
leaves whistle in the wind
thunder cracking
children laughing
waiting for the noise to stop
my head to clear of the emptiness
waiting

Sitting, Spinning, Swirling

Sitting in the corner of the room
on the floor
head tucked under my hands
and I ask myself
Is this me?
Is this what I've come to be
Swimming
Spinning
Swirling
Lost inside my head
emptiness inside a shell
in what has become
my mini hell
Where do I begin?
Where do I end?
upside down and right side in
LOST
alone inside
my only friend